I couldn't stop myself.

I tried so hard, God knows I tried.

After a daily abuse for many months, years even I managed to stay on the wagon for 3 months.

What happened? I was doing so well.

So, here I am ... hanging my head in shame.

I think I should go to a meeting.

Maybe sit with fellow addicts.

Utter those shameful but first step to recovery words.

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"Hi my name is Abi and I ...... blog from work"