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No release even in my pain tonight.

by Abilene @ 29 May. 2007 - 21:35:00

Safe Sane and Consensual.

It is not safe to be drunk or under any influence for that matter when submitting to another.

It is certainly not sane to do so.

Consensual. Probably not. Not really.

So I place the phone back down and do not make a call.

EDIT: I HAVE MOVED THIS FROM ANOTHER BLOG. ALL REPLIES FROM THERE ARE COPIED BELOW.

rowtheboat [Member]
http://rowtheboat.blog.co.uk/
2007-05-29 @ 21:42

Sometimes physical release just isn't what you really need.

A difficult day. Here's to tomorrow *clink*

KerBear [Member]
2007-05-29 @ 22:31

x

Mrs_F [Member]
2007-05-30 @ 00:23

Hug
X

TheMusingsOfAMenopausalMama pro
http://theachaprinciple.blog.ca
2007-05-30 @ 00:37

Good move sweetheart. Hugs

timsuzi pro
2007-06-10 @ 08:04

Are you in a particular mood when you need pain as a release? Is it linked to sadness, frustration, anger or is it when you are feeling more up? Are you aroused in the same way that you would be sexually or is it a different arousal? Are there times when you know that only pain and submission will hit the spot (sorry awful pun!)

Very much understand your point in another post that submissives are not therefore weak and controllable in the rest of their lives but just need this escape fom having to be in charge.

timsuzi xx

I miss you Bobby. I am sorry Alyssa.

by Abilene @ 29 May. 2007 - 21:32:56

It has been two years since Bobby put a gun in his mouth and thereby put his brains all over the kitchen wall behind him.

It has been two years since a broken hearted 13 year old spat in my face. Well, she would have done had the jail glass not got in the way.

It has been two years since I started to torment myself with things I handled bad.

It has been two years since my heart died.

Stay dead you bastard.

You too heart.

Tastes like piss

by Abilene @ 29 May. 2007 - 16:25:41

No, I am not posting on the wrong blog.

For a firm that is not a lowly ranked firm in the country you would think they would stock a better brand of wine in the kitchen for 'certain' employees in their time of need.

Not sure what it is but it is not great.

Drinkable still though.

Apparently.

Edited to add : Apparently I have no fucking idea about taste because the wine that is offending me is a good one. Bonneau du Martray Corton Charlemagne. Whatever. Guess that's back to Vodka for me then.

*wonders now how much the damn things costs so she can get it replaced - My hypocrisy only goes so far as Doc Holiday said*

Don't read backwards.

by Abilene @ 29 May. 2007 - 15:02:32

For some reason I was following links and found myself at this by our own resident numpty Juzzzy that he wrote in December or rather had us cointribute to.

Has kind of put a downer on me as I read my part of it and I remembered some things I had just started to bury.

Think I need to go drink. It seems to dull things. So I hear.

Bye all.

Is over time making you fat?

by Abilene @ 29 May. 2007 - 13:50:08

Just received the following (with obligatory boring article that I shall spare you from ) in my email box.

"Too Much Work Can Pack on the Pounds"

"Overtime May Add More to Your Waistline than Your Wallet"

Erm ...no ...it would be my inability to put the fucking food down that makes me gain weight.

However I shall be forwarding said article to my HR deprtment to let them know it is in the interests of my health that I not work overtime.

Wait.

I don't. Thank God.

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

ha.

You have to let me know

by Abilene @ 29 May. 2007 - 11:59:22

Just a quickie. I maybe wasn't clear (as is often the case with me) about how you can read my secondary blog.

I am getting messages from people asking why they can't see it when they are on my friends list.

Reason is that I am respectful of some on my friends list not wishing to share in that part of me so you have to let me know if you DO wish to have access. Either on here or in P.M. but until I hear from you I will NOT assume you want to read it. Also please do not assume that I will give access to any and all that ask. I am sure you understand but if you are new to me then I would rather wait a bit as I am dealing with enough stuff already from lurkers. lol.

I shall post this on both blogs to hopefully cover my bases. (Typical damn yank eh)

* Round of applause for Abi *

by Abilene @ 29 May. 2007 - 11:46:00

I have so far today ....

..managed to not slap snotty girl in admin.

..managed to make the entire audit department a cup of tea without one person asking me "What do you want?" You would think I am only nice when there is a job needing rushing. :roll:

..managed to engage in two mini online conversations with object of a crush and not make one single sexual inuendo.

Think this calls for a celebratory toast don't you?

For Steph.

by Abilene @ 29 May. 2007 - 10:50:27

Sorry it took so long for me to get it posted. Just now remembered.

Thinking about this for my next one.

by Abilene @ 29 May. 2007 - 09:27:11

I would obviously have it somewhere discreet as are seven of my nine others ..lol.

EDITED: I HAVE MOVED THIS FROM ANOTHER BLOG. ALL REPLIES FROM THERE ARE COPIED BELOW.

EnamelSlide pro
2007-05-29 @ 09:43

Im guessing tatoo?

Vort1gern pro
2007-05-29 @ 09:51

Nice. You sticking with the colours or having B&W?

Abilene pro
2007-05-29 @ 10:07

Toughie cos I think black ink looks great if done well, but I do like the blood red of the roses.

Also not sure where to put it.

Vort1gern pro
2007-05-29 @ 11:21

Yeah - You need a nice, sharp detail on B&W but then it doesn't fade as fast as some of the colours do.

Can you get a transfer of the design done? That way you can get a non-permanant trial to test out in various locations.

TheMusingsOfAMenopausalMama pro
http://theachaprinciple.blog.ca
2007-05-29 @ 15:48

I think this would look lovely on your bum or your shoulder.

Interesting phone calls.

by Abilene @ 29 May. 2007 - 09:10:25

* brinnnnng brinnnnng * (shurrup that's the best I got for a phone)

Me: Good Morning, Ace Accountants, can I help you?

Caller: Oh hey Abi How are you today

Me: Fine and you?

Caller: Great.

Silence

Me: So, how can I help you today?

Caller: Oh I'm fine. Anyway, have a good day. Bye.

Me: Erm .... ok .... are you sure I can't help you? Hello?

Dial tone kicks in.

* Ding * That's the penny dropping btw.

The caller called me Abi ... erm ... that's not my real name.

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