Oooooo look what I just found on 'You Tube'

I'm sure he has shown it before but embarassing the lovely JD has always been a hobby of mine ( remember the Meez incident .. lol)

Anyway, with no further ado, I present to you ....

Juzzzy topless !!!

I have a disc that on my moms computer and on my work computer I can open ALL the files just fine but on my laptop some of them won't open. I could almost think there was a major fault going on with the laptop if none of them opened but that is not the case. It is just a select few. I don't understand.

Please help me before I have to sling the laptop at the wall to release tension.

Also when I have nothing open at all and I press ctrl/alt/del it shows me having 62 processes running.

WTF?

Anyone know how to remote access my laptop and fix this shit for me?

Where's A.J. dammit?

Well, I am just a little angry.

I am quite aware that for the most part those on my friends list can be termed loosley. Not to be rude but bottom line is what do I really know about some of you? Nothing. Just what you allow me to know. Which is fine, afterall that is the joy of the internet, right?

I have had the pleasure of meeting a select handful on my friends list who upon meeting and spending some time with I can say are completely crazy ... but in a good way.

However, here is my point.

Yesterday I put up a 'Friends Only' post. I don't do private posts as a general rule because my life with all it's fuck-ups is nothing that I am ashamed of. Yesterday I did one because what I wanted to talk about involved people in my family and out of respect for them I did not want, at this stage, to share with the whole world. In the course of sharing what I did I also shared something from my past that involved rape and adoption. As I said I am NOT ashamed of my past.

I just opened up my blog account and was looking at the tags because I noticed Paddy had been sweet and put an addition about me winning some Bloscars summat. I then with horror saw something that has made my blood boil.

"Gave her baby away"

How fucking dare you!!! So, someone on my friends list is a vindictive, shallow, ignorant asshole. How nice.

As a normal rule I would not change the tags (i.e. I left 'whore' that someone put on there ages ago) but I removed this.

So, on that note, it makes me wonder why I bother having a friends list. If you can't respect the reason behind 'Friends Only' posts then what is the fucking point?

Yeah, yeah, I know I am going to hear a whole bunch of 'Don't let them get you down' type of comments but to be honest I don't want to hear that. I want some indignation here for fucks sake. They haven't and won't get me down ... shit I have been through worse in my sleep. I am just angry that I bothered with a 'Friends Only' post to be so disrespected.

It's a long one but I implore you to please go read THIS

Oh shit ....

* smacks head *

Venice ... NOT Venus (fly trap)

* leaves room *

One sheep

Two sheep

Three sheep

Four sheep

Fiv........

Oh For Fucks Sake!!!!

Who said counting sheep will make you sleep?

Now I'm hungry.

I don't want to be an accountant.

I detest my job.

I am good at my job and that's what makes this realisation difficult.