I got flowers !! I got flowers !! I got flowers !!

( along with a stupid little card saying sorry blah blah blah )

never mind that though ....

I got flowers !!!!

Why oh why can't I find a man who really knows me to apologise cos then it woulda been chocolate or clothes and not something that will die because I wont take care of them as he was a fuckwit in a couple of days.

If you could chose what you got as a surprise (?) what would it be? ( yeah, I know thats a contradiction just shurrup and play along )

Well, I woke up this morning thinking "I am going to kill Smudge". My bed was wet!! I thought he had pee'd on me!!

No ... I left the window open last night as I love fresh air even when it's cold. Well at stupid o'clock this morningit didn't just rain there was a fucking monsoon and it all came in my damn window!!!

Had to laugh though cos Smudge was sitting on the dry side of the bed glaring at me!!!

p.s. How do you put a link to something in your post ?